My heart is broken because Shaun took it with him when he left but I still have his heart and I always will. Last night was one of my crappier nights. Every time I fell asleep Shaun was there in my dreams. There are still times when I swear this has all been one horrible dream and Shaun will come walking through the door like nothing happened and we will just carry on with our lives. I know that he won't but sometimes my head and my heart don't quite agree. Everything is not how I planned but I guess it never is. I'm so sad and tired this morning. I want Shaun to hug me and tell me he loves me so badly I can't hardly stand it. I've learned that I don't always get what I want though. Just a sad day today.
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