Tuesday, June 11, 2013

What to do, what to do?

When I first started this in December I really wanted to change my life. I had just gotten married in October, we were building our first house, and I had withdrawn from the Fall semester at school. I was not entirely content with where I was, but I was happy. Honestly I was happy with who I was and the relationship I was in.

On February 13th my husband and I got the keys to our brand new home. We painted and moved in and everything was really amazing. We were happier then we had ever been and said so on a regular basis. I had decided to take a semester off to figure out what I wanted and be able to just be with my new husband in my new house.

On April 30th everything changed.

My husband.

The love of my life.

Died.

He was in a motorcycle accident and did not survive.

We had been dating since the end of 2006 and were married October 13th of 2012. We had a very short 6 years together. So very very short when we promised each other so much longer than that. We promised forever and he got his but I didn't.

This blog will now be a documentation of what I'm going through at the age of 25 losing my 28 year old husband. I will be posting some things from the first days that were on Facebook for my friends and family as well as what I am doing now. I will take you along on the journey of my new life, a life I never wanted. It's mine now though and I hope to make the best of it.

Stay tuned for more.

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